awkward...well ya things with the last girl didnt work out...and now im kinda dating her bestfriend...,i didnt mean it intentionally,but...it happened...soooo should i care?my ex did leave me for some random guy, i just dnt no what to think XD
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This is my tale, this is my life. With all of its confusion and all of its strife. I’m 15 With the heart of a lover, When I’m with someone? Practically impossible to love another. I try so hard, But always stricken down by my mother…. I’m known in the school hallways as “the faggot” When in reality I'm just another lowly maggot. So mishandled and so beaten, Sometimes I feel worthless and like a cretin. This life is so full of stress, Why am I “blessed” with this fucking mess? I need to try and stay strong, Even though I'm always “wrong”. Feel as if I can’t give up yet, They want me to, I can bet. But sometimes I want to quit, Just completely give up and say “fuck it!” I'm just me, but people stare, and they judge. I don’t care I'm not gonna budge! This is who I am, this “dark figure” is me from head to toe. Just please stop judging, I'm not that hard to get to know Sick of this unfair and unjust judgment, with the people that snare. Did I ask for their opinion? Does it look like I care? Then you have adults in disappointment shaking their heads And every night with ease and no problem they go to sleep in their beds. And I lay there and half the time just feel…dead. And I lay there..with no eyes shutting.. Wondering who my exes are slutting But do people really care? Everyone just wants me out of their hair…Expect for one girl, she puts up with all my drama, she gives me a reason to smile… even when I’m in denial. For this girl I love, I’ll try and fight, in this harsh battle we call life..That is you Caitlin, you are source of my joy and you are the reason I shine. I wouldn’t be able to live if you weren’t mine..Caitlin you keep me living so don’t let go, Ill love you forever, this is fact. I don’t think, I KNOW. Caitlin you are so perfect and so full of grace, from your flawless personality to that beautiful face. I can’t honestly say I’d be here right now if you weren’t in my life, I could be gone, with a few more carvings from a knife… But it’s amazing, you’ve turned my life around, for the better in every way, no more I have to rot and decay..It seems after all these years, I forgot what it was like to see these tears. But not ones of sorrow, but amazingly of bliss, it is certainly something I have missed. It’s amazing..how happy I feel. Could this possibly be real? It doesn’t make sense, does no one else see? Why the perfect girl for me? I’ve done nothing amazing or out of the ordinary, to call my own someone my own who is truly extraordinary. But this it how it goes plain and simple, how much I love you no one knows. I love you Caitlin more than life itself so stay with me, even in the worth of health. I am truly happy, and hope you and I will always be. Never thought it was possible, but this maggot has found love, with a perfect angel from above… |
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- Current Residence: IL
- Interests: videogames,hanging w/ friend, and MUSIC
- Favourite movie: dude wheres my car
- Favourite band or musician: slipknot,escapethefate,MCR,all american rejects,rammstein
- Favourite genre of music: emo/screamo/metal/rock/alt./techno
- Favourite artist: Anne Sudworth,Marilyn Manson
- Favourite style of art: dark
- MP3 player of choice: my black 120GB ipod classic=)
- Shell of choice: spiky koopa shells =P
- Wallpaper of choice: slipknot sign
- Favourite game: legend of zelda:ocarina of time
- Favourite gaming platform: xbox360
- Favourite cartoon character: nathan explosion(metalocalypse), kenny(southpark), L(deathnote),alucard(hellsing)
- Personal Quote: "DANIEL IS PUSHING LITTLE CHILDREN!WITH HIS FULLY-AUTOMATIC!DOES HE LIKE TO PUSH THE WEAK AROUN
- Tools of the Trade: pencil
- Website: http://www.myspace.com/darkhour888
- Email: darkhour88@yahoo.com
- AIM: darkhour88
- Yahoo: darkhour88
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Artificial highs are for artificial people, I'm high on life and that's all I'll ever need to be happy. Drugs, marijuana, tobacco and alcohol are for people without hope and that's not me.
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"I hate you and I think you should die, you are an idot and I hate your voice, theres no room on this paper to properly describe how much I hate you, go die. There is that good?"-Nathan Explosion's lovely feelings for Dr.Rockso
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Artificial highs are for artificial people, I'm high on life and that's all I'll ever need to be happy. Drugs, marijuana, tobacco and alcohol are for people without hope and that's not me.
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"I hate you and I think you should die, you are an idot and I hate your voice, theres no room on this paper to properly describe how much I hate you, go die. There is that good?"-Nathan Explosion's lovely feelings for Dr.Rockso
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..........i dont know you but
When you are live forever what do you live for?
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"I hate you and I think you should die, you are an idot and I hate your voice, theres no room on this paper to properly describe how much I hate you, go die. There is that good?"-Nathan Explosion XD
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..........i dont know you but
When you are live forever what do you live for?
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"I hate you and I think you should die, you are an idot and I hate your voice, theres no room on this paper to properly describe how much I hate you, go die. There is that good?"-Nathan Explosion's lovely feelings for Dr.Rockso
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..........i dont know you but
When you are live forever what do you live for?
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